This is a first I hoped I would NEVER have to write about. Your first charge of anything illegal. You have court on 10/10/2022. We are praying that you will be repentant and respectful and for God's sake take advice from someone wise who has walked in your shoes. Your rebellion and attitude get you in more trouble. One day I know you will learn, but it is so stinking hard to watch you learn the hard way. EVEN SO, I need you to know I love you no matter what happens. I love you enough to not give you a comfy place to do things like this. We are already talking to you about moving out of the house. There are rules to living here and we are seeing you go against all of these. MY HEART IS HEAVY. I don't want you homeless. It is so close to that point and it is killing me. PRAYING HARD!!!
Always my baby boy
Monday, August 29, 2022
Sunday, June 19, 2022
My heart hurts for you- and I PRAY
you just broke up with your girlfriend and amber yesterday, and it hurts to see you hurt. You are making choices and going down the road that’s very dangerous for you. My heart is heavy for you and I am praying that you come out of it and you know Jesus deeply and intimately one day. I know you have a God shaped hole in your heart that you are trying to fill with all kinds of activities friends and even illegal substances. as a mother, it hurts to see you go that way. My prayer for you is that you will let God reach down and love you and fill that whole. I can’t control the decisions you make, but I can pray! Lord, teach Joshua in a way that lets him KNOW YOUR LOVE. REAL HEALING TRANSFORMING LOVE. I love you no matter what! But I will have to allow you to make your own adult choices. Praying God spares your life in any consequence that you experience.