You are amazing!!

You are such an amazing young man. God is truly blessed you with such a desire to seek out the different ways to be creative. You are one who seeks out the unlovable and loves them. You seek out the brokenhearted and you give them Jesus. You have things that are built inside of you that cause you to be bothered when people seem to be treated wrong (especially yourself at this point in your life and thats normal). I really want to be an encourager to you. I want to keep you going forward and never look back. I feel like I've failed you many times in this area. I want you to look towards Jesus and get everything you need from Him and not from anybody else around you. How can I make that happen? I have no idea. But I pray that the Lord open the eyes of your heart be enlightened and that you get understanding of the height the debth the width in the breadth of his love for you. And when you get understanding, that you are able to receive the depth of it and poured out to everybody around. The Bible says that my prayers will not be useless. I will choose to walk by faith and not necessarily by sight And I will never give up on you.

Making Chewbaca noises in the shower

As we were sitting in the living room, we hear strange noises coming from the shower. As I got near you had locked the bathroom door so I couldn't open it to sneak up on you but here's what I heard. You seem to be making strange Chewbacca noises!! You are way funny Josh!!! I love you!!! I have the video on my phone. 

Proud of you!!

I know the tender heart that you have. There are many things that we have been through that could cause us to be hard hearted but the Lord has kept our hearts tender for a reason! I want you to know that I love you and even thoughwe don't   handle everything "correctly", I WOULDN'T WANT ANYONE ELSE FOR A SON!!! You might not like me calling you my baby boy, but sometimes its hard  to let you grow up! I love your innocence and creativity and hate to see "grown up life" knock the wind out. I want you to fly with Jesus and fight the enemy with all you got. I have pushed and pushed and pretty much gotten tired and allowed myself to get weary A LOT. I am clinging to Jesus with all I got and I KNOW HE IS FAITHFUL TO HIS WORD OVER YOUR LIFE. He sees the butterflies when all we see is the caterpillars and cocoons. I love you!!